Well I MADE IT THROUGH MY SECOND DAY OF CHEMO NO FEVERI THINK I FIGURED IT OUT HOW TO BEAT IT HAHA . JUST TAKE MORE DRUGS! LOL I WAS A LITTLE WEAK IN THE STOMACH BUT DOIN BETTER. LAST MIGHT THE MOST AMAZING THING HAPPENED MY SISTERS BOSSES CHURCH CAME TO THE HOUSE AT ABOUT 7:30 PM AND SANG CHRISTMAS CAROLS TO US AND BROUGHT THE KIDS A WHOLE BUNCH OF CHRISTMAS GIFTS THEY HAD SEVERAL FAMILYS TO CHOOSE FROM AND THEY CHOSE ME AND MY CHILDREN TO DO THIS FOR IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING KIND GENEROUS THING ANYONE COULD EVER DO YOU HAVE SEEN EVERYTHING THE KIDS GOT EVEN I GOT SOMETHINGS AMAZING ,AMAZING PEOPLE,AMAZING CHURCH SEE THIS IS WHEN I KNOW THE LORD IS WITH ME EVERY LITTLE STEP OF THE WAY. THERE WAS ABOUT THIRTY OF THEM IT WAS WONDERFUL I WILL HAVE PICTURES UP LATER TODAY I HAVE CHEMO TODAY I AM A LITTLE SCARED I AM TRYING A NEW DRUG TODAY IT IS THE ONE CALLED EVASTIN IT CAN MAKE U BLEED INTERNALLY THATS WHY THEY HAVE WAITED ON IT THEY WANTED TO MAKE SURE I WAS FULLY HEALED AFTER THE SURGERY SO WE WILL SEE I HOPE THAT IT WILL BE GOOD CAUSE THIS IS THE DRUG THAT KILLS THE BLOOD SUPPLY TO THE TUMORS. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE LATER I HAVE TO BE THERE BY 9:30 AM.