FROM MY ABDOMEN THAT WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THAT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL THING I HAD EVER BEEN THROUGH IN MY LIFE. THEY ALSO PUT A PORT IN MY CHEST SO THAT THEY DONT HAVE TO START AN IV EVERYTIME YEH FOR THAT. I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ON NOVEMBER 6,2008 I WILL BEGIN CHEMO ON NOVEMBER 24,2008 I THINK THAT ,THAT COVERS THE BEGINING ON MY FIGHT . I HAVE TO SAY THAT IVE NEVER BEEN THIS SCARED IN ALL MY LIFE . THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER . I WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY BUT I HAVE THREE KIDS THAT ARE LOOKING FOR ME TO BE STRONG AND BEAT THIS THING BUT MOST OF IM LOOKING FOR GOD TO KEEP ME STRONG.